do not interact if you are part of the following groups, or sympathize with them in any way

  • terfs, radfems, run of the mill transphobes

  • exclusionists, aphobes, arophobes

  • ddlg, non-system little, kink/nsfw blogs, etc

  • panphobes, biphobes, etc

  • truscum, transmeds

  • maps, pro-ship, anti-anti

  • irken x child shippers

  • dsmp fans and other racist people

we do not participate in "syscourse," please dont ask about it. though if you use the term "sysmed," please keep your distance. its ill-informed at best and transphobic at worst. i tend to lean more on the anti-endo side of things.

please read before sending a request!

  • i am not a mind reader. (far from it, actually...) be specific in your request.

  • be patient with me, and dont get upset if i end up not doing your request. this is a hobby of mine, not a job.

  • i am more likely to do requests for friends, or if you are requesting something that i am interested in/or it appeals to me.

do not request list:

  • anything against my dni

  • real people/live action things, with some exceptions

  • youtubers

  • any of the following media: homestuck, harry potter, hazbin hotel, black butler, south park, friday night funkin, attack on titan, sanders sides, dream smp, etc

  • if you arent sure if your request falls along these guidelines, feel free to send an ask

about the mod

my name is Johnny C. V. Membrane, or NNY for short. this is my stim blog. i am a fictive in a DID system. a carrd with a list of some other alters can be found here, but this blog is mostly run by me. (and edgar shows up sometimes. bleh.) the body is 21.extra stuff:

  • my main pronouns are it/its and he/him. i am a trans genderqueer man, on T since 7/12/22! i am aroace and sex repulsed. my identity is needlessly complicated, but a list of some of my labels and full list of pronouns can be found on my en.pronouns page.

  • my memory is abysmally bad, if i forget basic things dont hold it against me.

  • i am autistic. i also have adhd, bpd, bipolar ii, ocd, and i am psychotic/delusional/paranoid whatever word you wanna use. complicated stuff. super weird.

  • i consider myself goth/alt, but i dont take it super seriously, at least mostly. i just dress how i like.

  • im a satanist, not really a theistic one though. im an official member of the satanic temple! it brings me a lot of comfort.

  • if you cant tell, i love talking, i am just extremely awkward and verbose at times. feel free to send an ask if youd like! we also have a discord, if thats easier. (just ask for it)

links: my stimboards / my gifs
main blog / personal/system blog / dibs blog
check out my husband (hes cool)

a condensed list of stuff i enjoy

SHOWS, CARTOONS, MOVIES, ETC: invader zim + jthm, hlvrai, breaking bad + better call saul, bigtop burger, mlp, childs play, aggretsuko, pixar movies, movies in generalVIDEO GAMES: animal crossing, portal, TF2, doom, toontown rewritten, skyrim, ULTRAKILL, stardew valley, inscryption, among us, halo, etc. i really like video games. i have a steam account if you want that?OTHER: medical terminology, fashion, lots and lots and lots and LOTS of music. very loud. feel free to ask me about the stuff i listen to